Depression

I hate the sad days, the bad days
I hate the days where hope seems lost
I hate the memories of days gone awry

I hate the days where depression rules
Where loneliness creeps in
Where time stands still

I hate the feeling of no control
Of not wanting to move
Of loosing my focus

Regretting my past
Stuck in my present
Fighting for the future

The lack of strength
The loss of motivation
The numbness inside

I hate the sad days, the bad days
Where depression rules
Where numbness subsides

I look to tomorrow
And pray for a better day
And pray and pray